GET SOME GET SOME GO AT IT AGAIN

6 6 6.....THE NUMBER OF THE BEAST
AHHHHHH WENT TO OZZFEST YESTERDAY AND IT WAS AMAAAAZING AAAAHHHHH. Amanada came down Sat night because she had the day off Sunday and wanted to come rock with me all day. And of course we woke up late Sunday. Picked up Sir Shags got some food then went to the Meadows or whatever it's called now. Missed Bury Your Dead, kinda bumed about that. Missed Jada Pinkett Smith's band.......not so bummed. It Dies Today....awesome, cept for the fat lil shits saying they sucked. Apparently they were mad Disturbed wasn't playing or Linkin Park. Fuckin danced it up for IDT and met them after, cool bros. Soilwork rocked, Trivium slayed, Black Dahlia Murder made me go nuts, the chick from Arch Enemy sounded like a fuckin dude.....SCARY. I was def excited to A Dozen Furies from that show Battle For Ozzfest. THEY FUCKIN KILLED IT. HEAVY AS SHIT, AWESOME BREAKDOWNS TO DANCE (which I would have if the crowd wasn't a bunch of drunk muscle dudes or fat lil shits all bent on running into each other like lemmings). Met those dudes after, fuckin friendly as all hell and got to chat for a second with the bassist. As I Lay Dying came on and I popped a boner. The lead singer did my metal spirit fingers for the guitar solo, to which Amanda and I cracked up. Then Killswitch came on. Amanda was lost about 30 seconds into the song and the rest of the set Shags and I dealt with being crushed by fat smelly people and having crowd surfers fall on us. AND NOT CHICKS EITHER.......DUDES......BIG DUDES. What makes big people think that being lifted into the air and have themselves carried is a good idea. There should be a weight limit. It rained during Killswitch but it was kinda nice cause it was so hot. Murph and Murelli made it for all the mainstage acts. IN FLAMES ROCKED IT SWEED STYLE. Too bad they only played a 20 mins set....gay. Then it started downpouring before Black Label Socities set, no loss, i don't like them. Amanda and I went under a pavilion after being soaked to shit.

Then some fuckers came up to her and were like uhhhh is this your girl dude, can we see your tits. She was also groped a bunch of times and had dudes shouting durrogatory comments at her all day. I had dumb drunk faggots like that who think they rule. Go fucking kill yourself you lame piece of shit, have some respect for the ladies. Sorry that you have to drunkenly yell at girls to show their tits cause you can't get laid......faggot.

Anyways, so we started to come back to see Shadows Fall when Shags called me. "Dude, when you come up here, watch out. It's like an armegeddon of mud." We got to the lawn and EVERYONE was ripping up the lawn and having a fucking ALL OUT WAR OF MUD. IT WAS AMAZING. So we met up with the guys proceeded to throw sod at people and hit them and I did a lil lawn moshing. Total gnar. Mudvayne played and did a decent job though Amanda wanted more older stuff. THEN THE THE MOMENT I HAD BEEN WAITING FOR........IRON MOTHER FUCKING MAAAAIIIIDEN! First song in.........NO SOUND. AHHHHH I WAS DYING and everyone started booing. PROBLEM QUICKLY FIXED. I proceeded to spend the next hour of my life ROCKING OUT TO AN AMMMAAAAAZING SHOW. Bruce Dickinson is my NEW GOD. He spent the show running around like a fuckin dog on crack hitting those high notes, which I mimicked as well. Plus the bassist fought a giant Eddie with his bass, WOW. The boys and I filled the set with PLENTY of air guitaring, horns and headbanging. I say this with no hesitation, IRON MAIDEN PUT ON THE BEST SHOW I HAVE EVER SEEN. fucking amazing. We left a lil bit into Sabbath cause they really weren't that entertaining. Went to Twin Co. and proceeded to be total retards. TOTAL GNAR.

All I have to say is AMAZING weekend and I'm on cloud 9 right now. YES! Peace out, one love, FUCKIN SHOW YOUR HORNS BITCHES \m/ \m/

Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: HEAVY FUCKING METAL

*insert clever subject title here*
well i just spent another amazing weekend in Mass, i think it's my home away from home. jetted up there saturday after making a brief appearance at newbury's grad party. you know you're getting old when the host (mr. newbs) goes to you, "we got sodas, water, juice, kegs over there," without hesitation. so yea, i got up to Mass after some crazy traffic through hartford and made it to amanda's house ok. we jetted down to hudson for the event that inspired me to go.......VANNA. for those of you who don't know, that's mr. shawn marquis's band outta boston, check them out at www.myspace.com/vanna or www.hxcmp3.com/vanna. so yea, we get to the "venue" which was a fucking ROLLER RINK. the show was taking place in the laser tag room, i had an instant boner of joy. so i'm walking around the parking lot and who do i see with the vanna possee......MR. BRIAN MOTHER FUCKING MARQUIS. again, boner of joy. so fast forward past all the hugs and blah blah blah, it's show time. let me tell you, VANNA FUCKING OWNS AND WILL KILL ZOMBIES AND HAVE SEX WITH YOUR MOTHER. the show was just tons of metalcore rockingness with brian bringing mosh pit demolition and me adding some spin kicks. highlights: brain knocking all the dudes on the wall over and finding 20 bucks, " i practically mugged someone", brain grabbing me by the nipple ring unbeknownst to him and throwing me across the pit, vanna dropping their instruments and joining the mosh. pure madness. so went back to amanda's and got drunk in the hot tub and attempted to watch requiem for a dream. we've never been able to watch an entire movie at her house.

sunday went into boston to hang out with laurie and jim. got lunch at uno's and had some older gay guy sitting behind us making out with some guys i guess......eerrrrr? got new plugs, they have stars on them, amanda loves them. got to go around the city and hang out in the park. got a shit load of free samples of nicorrette gum and actually consumed some. had some street performer tell everyone that if they needed drugs to come to me, i felt awkward. jim informed me he's now tattooing and that for 25 bucks a session, he'll do as much as i want. if you ask amanda on the ride home, i had a huge boner of excitement. finished requiem for a dream, madness. i love sporking.

now i'm home and i don't know where anyone is and i wanna be back in Mass on a water bed. spinkick dreams and champagne wishes everyone.

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Death From Above 1979 "You're A Woman I'm A Machine"

I ain't no holler back girl
Went and saw The Receiving End of Sirens last night at the space in hamden with the Signal The Escape Unit. let me tell you, TREOS (that's what all the cool scenesters call them) were awesome. i wish there was more room, i might have danced for the breakdowns. now, thanks to myspace, whenever i wanna have sex with tom or brandon and i can't decide, THERE'S TRANDON. it's science. i'm stretching my ears again so i look more tough when i go into throwdown pits and i can get more scene points. i swear to god if someone tells me i'm fucking emo cause of the way i dress one more time, pow, two steppin on ya. besides new as i lay dying and funeral for a friend come out tommorow as well as a DOUBLE DISC BY THE FOO FIGHTERS. it's a musical boner. i love my new with honor hoodie that i stole and is about a size or two too small for me. again, it makes me look hardcore tough. my lil sis is graduating friday and that blows my mind. she rocks and i'm getting old. i love running into old friends and not running into people i don't wanna see. i think i'm done, listen to something good and play lots of air guitar. one love, peace.

Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: The Receiving End of Sirens: "Planning A Prision Break"

BACK IN BLACK
Well I know it's been awhile but thanks to Kris yelling at me and beating me up all weekend I'm updating this thing again. Just had an amazing memorial day weekend. Went up to the Cape Saturday with the delegates of the F & F/STE Unit and let me tell you, some mother fuckin memories were made. If you're on myspace and my friend you can see some of the pics. It was a trip chock full of mother fuckin rock and roll, driving insantity, drunken debauchery, a jacuzzi tub, me and mark bringing the bedroom mosh and hugs, kisses and dry humping. This weekend def made me realize what amazing friends that I have. To the boys in the F & F Unit, you guys are like my fucking brothers. I am proud and honored to say that you guys are my friends and the times I've spent with you have always made my life a brighter place. I can remember the time I had my party at school and some drama went down and Josh called to make sure I was ok and gave me a hug and told me it's gonna be ok. Carboni you're my partner in crime. Tom and Brandon you guys always can make me laugh and always lend and ear when I need to vent, and Brandon we STILL OWN at beer pong at carboni's. The Goulet brothers, we bring the chaos and i love you boys. ok so i had to get that out, to any of my other friends, don't feel unappreciated, you guys keep me going strong and without you all, i know i would not be here now. so the for the rest of you out there, my life has been crazy the past few months. i threw my heart out into the ocean and had it tossed back once again. a lot of bullshit and a lot drama but whatever, through the help of some good friends, such as frank the tank and our work time talks, i've realized i'm better off and i deserve better. i've also found a silver lining in the clouds as well. work sucks when you have to get up at 530 every mon-fri. whatever, gotta make that paper. i want a new tat, i got the drawing i just need money. but i'm gonna get a tit pierced first. ok, i think i'm done blabbing. hopefully this summer will bring lots of updates with stories of madness, drunkness, and rock. stay pos kids and throwdown

Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Senses Fail: "Rum Is For Drinking, Not For Burning"

2004, out the door like a cheap whore
Well after being yelled at by certain people to update this thing......the time has come once again to rant on about my life. I can honestly say that in this past semester, I have been to the heights of cloud nine and the depths of hell. I've discovered a lot about myself yet I still have so many things I need to deal with inside my warzone of a head. I've rocked it like a hurricane and i've fallen to pieces (name the bands of those song titles and get a mustache ride). I've learend that I can drink like a fuckin machine but sometimes it comes back to bite me in the ass when my emotions blow up on me and I do things that I shouldn't do. I want to make music. More than anything in the world I want to get a band going and take what I've written and bring it to the world with full force. I want to fix my heart and have my love life work out like in the movies, which includes Brad Pitt or Josh Hartnett, cause they're so dreamy. I still want to nail Lindsey Lohan. WHY DID ODB AND DIMEBAG DARREL HAVE TO GO? My friends are fucking amazing and I'd take a bullet for anyone of you......except maybe RJ due to the sheer fact that he is of a different race than me. I still love being a loud, over the top, attention whore mother fucker. I need to stop being so lazy and start doing things. Jesus walks. I need to get back in the pit at shows and start dancing it up. Despite what other people say to me and think about me, I really don't have a lot of confidence when it comes to my personal appearence. I'm my own worst critic. Top 10 albums of this year: Atreyu "The Curse", Head Automatica "Decadence". Incubus "A Crow Left of the Murder", Eighteen Visions "Obsession", Killswitch Engage "The End of Heartache", Taking Back Sunday "Where You Want To Be", It Dies Today "The Chaitiff Choir", Forgive and Forget "4 Song Demo", My Chemical Romance "Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge", Beastie Boys "To The 5 Boroughs", I need to fuckin relax sometimes, I love driving standard, I need to not be afraid to speak my mind even if it means pissing someone I care about off

I guess this is all i could think of on a whim. I leave you with my two life mottos that I try to live by every day as words of encouragement, "Rock Cock and Mother Fuckin Roll," and "Balls to the wall baby." Keep it real and pos kids.

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Killswitch Engage, "Hope Is..."

FUCKITY FUCK FACE MC FUCKERSON
ok so the only reason I am updating becasue my sister told me too. i dont' really have a clear idea of what this entry will be about but it's just going to be about things i've noticed/learned/encountered since i've been back at school. here i go: i have some of the best fucking friends in the world, max j winitz is the biggest jew bitch i know, I LOVE STRIPPERS (i knew that one before), my chemical romance's "three cheers for sweet revenge" and it dies today's "the caitiff choir" are two of the best cd's i've heard this year, the only girl from pennsylvania that i will ever trust and love is Shannon Bunting, as much as i hide it i really have an emo heart, brandon rapp is my idol, yingling doesnt suck when you're already drunk, i can drink 2/3 of a bottle of captain morgoans mixed with pepsi and not vomit, though i will jump on a wet bench and slip hit my ass and fall on my back, i have man whore powers, but i long for a girl to make me feel whole and special, i beat myself down too much, BEER GOGGLES ARE A MOTHER FUCKER, george bush is the biggest fucking idiot to hold public office and if you vote for him i should stab your voting hand, beer it's what's for dinner, i love cunnalingus...hell i wrote a song about it with wormser, i was born to be a rockstar, there is something quality in winsted, cheese steaks are better with cheese whiz, mine and ben's radio show is an orgasm in a box, my penis is probably bigger than yours, i must never bite my tounge especially when it comes to talking about mexicans in macroeconomics, THE RED SOX ARE THE FUCKING COME BACK KINGS, i have no shame, big cheese can press me over his head no problem, mine and carboni's metal/hardcore band will fuckin own you all.

well that's all i got so far. i'll prolly write more when my sis yells at me to do so. as always, stay pos kids.

Current Mood: energetic
Current Music: It Dies Today: "The Caitiff Choir: Defeatism"

So yeah.....I got a little lazy.
Well it is officially the end of summer. I'm going back to QU on Wed, I finally found out I'm being placed in the Village which are the junior apartments. Not a bad set up. Instead of rehasing my entire summer to those of you who read this...I'll just break it down with some high points and low points.

-GETTING MY FAKE ID TAKEN 4 DAYS OUTTA SCHOOL AT THE CAPE
-being able to work with rj, frank and josh all summer
-getting a new mother fuckin ride
-getting a speeding ticket on the way to Long Island....in the new mother fuckin ride
-being trashed and not remembering parts of block party night
-countless nights partying with everyone
-meeting new people and making new friends
-seeing taking back sunday in greenwich with ben and getting to meet them afterwards
-eating at the same taco bell as adam after the show
-having my first beer at a boston red sox game thanks to JACO.....i must say, it tasted better
-spending the day in boston and the night ushering/seeing the blue man group
-road trip up to worcester with segal and chris to see killswitch, in flames and as i lay dying
-the weekend my parents were gone
-seeing killswitch for the second time at toad's with 18 visions and from autumn to ashes and getting onstage during KSE's set
-the 18 visons pit
-Pimp's and Ho's Night 04 baby
-my trip to Long Island and buying beer at 1030 at night.....WHAT A CONCEPT selling beer after 9
-KANYE WEST JESUS WALKS MOTHER FUCKERS
-Paige telling me her 22 year old sister thought I was good looking and that I had a style of my own
-getting new cd's by Taking Back Sunday, 18 visions, A Thousand Falling Skies, and most importantly HEAD AUTOMATICA
-telling some guy who cut me off in traffic I'd rip his eye out and skull fuck him
-Taco Bell
-meeting Arthur Julio and becoming a member of the No Pants Club, DROP IT LIKE IT'S HOT
-PARKERPALOOZA !!!! especially the first night :-)
-seeing awesome movies like Anchorman, Harold and Kumar, and NAPOLEON DYNAMITE
-rocking this mother fuckin summer like a hurricane ( COME ON COME ON COME ON !!!! )

Well it's back to school I go. I've got one last hurrah tonight at ms. emily's party. Thanks to all for a super sweet summer. Next year, same time, same place bitches.

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Head Automatica: "Dance Party Plus"

I had an AWESOME time.
Well, May Weekend has come, May Weekend has gone. And HOLY SHIT DID IT FUCKING RULE! Ok, so started the weekend off Friday by drinking with the guys in the hall at about noon. We were just hangin outside, watchin all the people go by, throwin around the football. Then around 3 oclock someone decided, why not set up a slip n slide in our hall. WOW. It started off with two guys and a lil water in soap. By the end, gentlemen and ladies were going and we were dumping trash cans full of water. We even tried to get our cleaning lady to go. Small problem though, our hall smells like mold now. So for May Weekend, I decided I gotta do something different. What did I decided to do.....cornrows. I look likeed a mix of Sean Paul and Lemmy from Motorhead. So Friday night was fucking real awesome. Why you ask? DANE COOK. Though I almost didn't get to see him. While waiting in line, my friends Big Chris, Scott and I decided, let's crowd surfed me. So up I went to the screams of hundreds of drunk kids. I was just kickin back, reclining until I was finally dropped. That's when a security guard grabbed me and threatened to throw me off campus if I didn't go to the back of the line. I didn't know crowd surfing was so illegal. To make the situation better though, my friends started chanting asshole at the guy. So ended up in Dane Cook and he was HYSTERICAL. He went on for like an hour and a half and I was dying the whole time. So he ends and we go back and continue the festivities. We end up in Ben's dorm, how, I don't know. So I go to Ed's room and holy shit, there's a fuckin dance party going on. Girls were up on the tables, beds, anywhere they could get their dance on. It was crazy.

So now it's Saturday, I woke up feeling fine. The guys and I spent the day in the quad eating boatloads of free food and just kickin it with everyone. I started the festivities up at about 3 because the other guys wanted to wait...pussies. So my friend Jenna gives me a ring a ding and says hey, I've got pong going on in my room, stop on by. So I bring my CT partner in crime Christina as my partner. I walked into Jenna's dorm and it's sort of like a mall in it's openness. Well there was pong ALL DOWN THE HALL. So we play, Teen and I, agaisnt Big Chris and Jenna. We were getting whooped for a while but then we came back and won, what mother fuckers. We end up in the Village after this which is junior apartments and I'm RETARDED by then. A fight breaks out....what do i do...try to break it up with this line, "Guys, there's beer, there's tits, it's May Weekend, have fun." It worked. It was honestly the coolest thing, everyone just chilling together. So after that things are a lil blurry. I guess I was running around in my boxers, giggling, flipping people off and looking for bread.

Sunday, just hung around until Jenna was like, "Yo, wanna go see Less Than Jake for free at Toad's." My response....YES I DO. So we went and rocked out. Got to be with my numba one stunna Ben, who drools over LTJ he loves em so much.

So in all....FUCKIN AWESOME. Can't wait for next year. Everyone be good and party hard. Peace kids.

Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Twisted Sister: "I Wanna Rock"

Rock Out With My Cock Out
Hey everyone what's the shizzle? I really don't have much to update about so I figured I'd give some suggestions for music by giving you what I'm listening to at the moment. So here is my musical selections of.......NOW!.....

Killswitch Engage: "Rose of Sharyn": This is the new single from their upcoming album due out in May. This new album will be the first with new lead singer Howard Jones of Blood Has Been Shed doing vocal duties. You can download it at www.killswitchengage.com. I must say Jones is a fucking awesome addition to this band and I enjoy him more than KSE's former lead singer.

Glassjaw: ANYTHING BY THIS BAND: Glassjaw is the fucking amazing. Lead singer Daryl Palumbo makes it cool to seem like a psychotic mother fucker freaking out. His vocals are amazing and the rest of the band is insane as well. This band can do no wrong. And Daryl's side project Head Automatica with Dan the Automator is good shit as well so check that out if you can.

N.E.R.D: "Fly or Die": The new album from No one Ever Really Dies (if you call it NERD I will hurt you) is yet another reason why Pharell and Chad are the shit when it comes to music. Funk, Hip Hop, Rock, Jazz, everything is mixed into this album and it blends so well together. Plus Pharell has come up with the greatest line ever in their current single "She Wants To Move." And I quote, "Her ass is a spaceship I want to ride." Pure genius.

The Bled: "Pass The Flask": I had the chance to see these guys play with Poison The Well at the Webster and they are FUCKING AWESOME LIVE. If you like to rock out balls to the wall, scream along like no tomorrow, and dance it up to awesome breakdowns, then this is the band for you. This band is pure hardcore/metal awesomeness that even your grandmother can dance it up to. HIGHLY SUGGEST THIS ALBUM.

Poison The Well: "Tear From The Red": I honestly don't think PTW can do any wrong. Their second album shows us why. Honestly, this album is fuckin sick. It's a smooth blend of hardcore with melody. It's just that damn good.

Reggie and the Full Effect: "Apocalypse Wow": It's funny because my ITunes lists this song as Emo & Indie yet this is the most metal Emo & Indie song I've ever heard. This song is so awesome with sick guitar riffs and incredible vocals/lyrics. Again I HIGHLY recommend this song.

Rick James: ANYTHING BY THIS MAN: I'M RICK JAMES BIATCH. The man is a legend. Plus he helped make Eddie Murphy's song "Party All The Time"....I mean...COME ON... EDDIE MURPHY!

The Avalanches: "Frontier Psychiatrist": As recommended to me by Tre$. I remember seeing the video for this song on MTV2 and seeing how much of an acid trip the video it was. This song is an awesome blend of haunting techno and hip hop. A great song to just nod your head to.

IRON MAIDEN: I don't have to give reasoning....IT'S MAIDEN MOTHER FUCKERS!

There are more but this group are the biggies. So try em out kids and see how they fit. Everyone be good and PEACE.

Current Mood: thirsty
Current Music: EVERYTHING I JUST LISTED

To whom it may concern
Well it appears that someone out there does not like my live journal, tear. This naysayer wrote, "your a fucking faggot jason driscoll..get a life and don't document your gay life..not interesting." first off it should be you're a fucking faggot, not your. your denotes possession where you're stands for you are. anyways, i find it ironic that person despises my live journal and "gay life" so much that they felt the need to write to it and make fun of it. well congratulations jackass, you are the biggest douche on the planet, your award is on its way. it's quite nice actually. the purpose of my live journal is to allow me to express my life and all the goes along with it. if you find that you do not like my live journal, then simply don't read it dumbass. while you find displeasure with it, i have many friends who do enjoy it and are often upset when i do not update for long periods of time. i mean frank polito said it was the good shit, i mean you don't get much better than that. so please, continue to cry like a lil bitch. oh i ESPECIALLY LOVE THE FACT that you did not have the balls to sign your name with your comment or say it to my face. when you'd like to stop being a little girl and try being a man, drop me a line and maybe we can discuss this matter more. oh thank you though for not dropping your garbage on the update dedicated to my friend. maybe you do have some man like qualities in you. probably not though. to everyone, both positive and negative, be good and peace.

Current Mood: touched
Current Music: 311: "Fuck the Bullshit"

You couldn't have called me?
My friend Ryan is dead. He killed himself. I honestly don't know what to make of all this. I mean.....what the fuck. Why? How? Where? I mean, I knew he had somethin up in his life. Only one of my friends here knew what and she didn't want to tell me which I understand. But I asked the man himself and told him, you need anything, I'm here for you. He's fuckin gone. He fuckin motivated me to go bigger this year in snowboarding, constantly trying to get me to push my boundaries. We were gonna get mullets for May Weekend and get drunk together and just go around and pick up girls. I wanted to come out to California sometime and let him show me what it's like on the gold coast. I didn't even get to say goobye to him. I never will. I will never see him with his big ass beard again, hear him call me a fauker or say fookin aye. I can't hear him tell me how much the mountains in CT suck compared to out in Cali. Who am I gonna tell when Dollface says hi to me? He's like an older brother to me, showing me the way here. But now that's gone, and the world just isn't as good. It seems God likes to take the wonderful people in my life away. Hey God, maybe you should fucking take a break from that and have a bullet go through Osama's head or have someone stab a rapist to death. Maybe you should get on that and cut this bullshit. Life is so fucked up sometimes kids. Peace.

Current Mood: crushed
Current Music: Snot feat Sevendust: "Angel's Son"

Hmmmm, red apple with green spots....I LIKEY!!!!
So another weekend come another weekend gone. Had Beers and RJ come down and visit. We hung out, drank beer and RJ left with a souvenier bruise on his neck. Mike was not as lucky though I tried, I am sorry skinny man. I would have put forth a better effert, but the lovely Kristen was visiting myself and Dina. After I thought I had set the two gents up, we went back, listened to music, talked, watched TV, I stared and we cuddled. Now some of you are probably thinking dirty thoughts BUT NO. I was really too drunk to do much. So we just fell asleep together, of course after I babbled on about things and was a big dork/weirdo in my drunken state. Saturday found me doing nothing at all though I should have done some work, that woulda been the smart thing. I had a couple beers but by midnight I was completely sober. Shit was loud up in huuuuurr and Commons was dead so it was kinda a wack night. Sunday Liz and I went around New Haven looking at architecture for our art class. When I was in the shower my nose starting bleeding like crazy for no reason, odd. Thank the good lord my dad came and drove us around. This lady was sending us to every corner of New Haven. Saw some crazy cool Victorian style houses and went on top of this mountain and saw a kick ass view of New Haven and the harbor. Upon returning to the parking lot, my dad noticed a lot of guys sitting in their cars and made a comment to one on how, "It looks like spring is coming." The man made a response with a stereotypical homosexual male lysp. My father then told me how he thought the parking lot was a "gay meeting spot." Weird. So I'm gonna go crash kids. Just finished some government survey. The only reason I did it was because they said i'd get a check for ten bucks. Sweet deal I think. So kids everyone be good in the hood. WELCOME HOME LIZ AND CHUBBLES....I MISSED YOU BOTH. Peace.

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: In Flames: "Reroute To Remain"

Who brought the cool kid?
Well....spring break has come and gone. Started it off last Saturday by going up to Keene with Murph and visiting RJ. Man did I get wasted. At one point I ended up at my friend Geri's dorm.....I just don't remember the trip over there. Not gonna lie RJ's frat was a dump though his brother Ronzo built a stripper pole in his room, 10 brownie points. Spent a lot of my vacation sleeping. Thought I had mono at first but then I realized I'm a dumbass. Hung out with my rocktastical friends of Wolcott. It's funny cause this week saw me there the most ever in one week, and a majority of my dad's side lives there. Hung out with my friends Dina, Matt and the lovely Kristen....OH YEAH. They showed me how to rock it Wolcott stylee. Saturday found me in Rocky Hill seeing Kristen's band that she manages Forgive and Forget. Shout out to my homeboys up in FnF especially Rob for busting his ankle when being a rock star. Saw the dynamic duo of Rachel and Gwen as well which was awesome. Saturday was def a good night. Now I'm back at QU. CAN NOT WAIT FOR ST. PATRICKS DAY. I plan to be drunk and overly Irish, which means making fun of other ethnic groups for not being Irish. Kidding. Other than that it's time to get back to business and turn this mother out. Hope all is well kids. For now.....PEACE!

Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: Reggie and the Full Effect: "Apocalypse Now"

I will miss you....my sweet piece of hotness....MEOW!
This little update goes out to a special friend of mine who will be leaving me for some time. My sweet and lovely Elizabeth Clarkin-Breslin. My love is going to Costa Rica for I believe a month as part of the joint program our school has with other schools in the area to study the rainforest down there, mainly the monkeys who have red bums and hump each other. Unfortuneately, she will be leaving before I get home for spring break, thus I will not be able to see her. So I dedicate this entry especially to her. My dear I will miss you in my time in dreaded Litchfield, for you are one of the few people who I get excited to see. Don't let the monkeys take you captive while down there and make you bow to their monkey leader, HE IS THE DEVIL OF ALL DEVILS. And make sure that while living in such an enviornment, you maintain Chubbles so that when I do see you again, she is healthy and well. I will miss you and I will think of you when I see monkeys or hear a Journey song.

Current Mood: sad
Current Music: The Darkness: "I Believe In A Thing Called Love"

I like the way you think mister.
So yeah...I was talking with someone, I'm gonna guess BIG Chris. We decided we're goin to hell. We've just accepted that. I doubt there is any way I can save my soul. I mean, I'm not a horrible person, generally, I am good hearted caring person. If I look at what the relgion I was on, Catholicism, has to say about that, I'm like the biggest devil whore ever. It's such a strict religion. Oh well, at least I can hang out with every rockstar out of the 80's. I'm going home Friday for spring break. I think Friday may find me and Tre$ in his basement making music. I have a sudden urge to put the 25 some odd songs I've sketched out to use. So we're just gonna fuckin experiment till the cows come home. I'm goin up to Keene Saturday to visit RJ, see if his frat is all it's cracked up to be. Well, not much to say really, trying to get through this week. Hit me up if you want to hang out. Oh yeah, bring my roommate back Quinnipiac U. For those of you who don't know, my roommate was basically threatened legal action if he did not admit he started the small fires in my dorm about 2 weeks ago. The fuckin security heads here screwed him over and now he may be expelled. It's such bullshit. He didn't do it, we all know. So keep fighting the system kids and emo chicks rock. PEACE.

Current Mood: horny
Current Music: Glassjaw: "Stuck Pig"

I came to bring the pain!
well another weekend come another weekend gone. friday, what else did i do except party like an animal. thanks to dave f for getting me the new head automatica album. IT'S THE FUCKIN ILL SHIT. i had to deal with some outstanding issues that night and i kind of came back to my dorm bummin a bit, but on a lighter note i looked kick ass in my baby blue pimp jacket and shades, pimp straight 80's stylee. saturday found TRE$ money and i goin to hartford to see the kinison, murder by death, the bled and poison the well. SHIIBBY!!! the kinison kinda sucked, their lead singer was a fuckin weirdo with a rat tail. he took his shirt off and his fuckin ass crack was quite visible. CRACK KILLS! he then proceeded to take his pants off for the last song cause people were telling him to fuck off, die, etc. then murder by death came on. they were fuckin awesome. it was like punk/emo/garage rock with keyboard and a CELLO. and i must say the cello player was a cute lookin girl. can't wait for them to come play the spring concert here. then the bled came on and that's when the mosh started. the pit opened up and mo fo's were goin crazy. i busted out a few moves during the last song. the bled were a really fuckin good band. then....POISON THE WELL. that's when i noticed a lot more tough dudes had showed up. saw a couple skin heads, some bitch ass die hard straight edge kid who was an asshole but overall some good people. poison the well were fuckin AWESOME, they just got shit DONE. waited for my song of the night to dance it up, botchala. i must say, all the bullshit of my life these past couple months is now gone after a good night of pitting and dancin it up. i feel a lot better and a lot more upbeat now. so all in all the show rocked. met two awesome girls...rachel and gwen. very cute. hopefully gonna see them at brand new if not sooner. so TRE$ and i came back to QU and i got shit faced real quick. had to make up for lost time. woke up today and the crew got breakfest and watched billy madison. TRE$ departed and i dealt with all my damn work. the next two weeks are gonna be rough. gonna get through it though. special shout out to RJ the PIMP DADDY.....SLAP. so be good kids, rock hard and keep on truckin. peace.

Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: Head Automatica: "Zack Morris Is My Hero"

crushed
this journal entry goes out to a single person. you wanted to be in my journal.....well here you go.

i hope you're happy with ur decision, cause i'm not. how can you tell me you want what i want and then flip the switch on me. now i know what a fish feels like, having the fisherman pick him up from the darkness and realizing this fish isn't good enough, so the fisherman just tosses him back into the dark, cold waters. i asked you if you wanted to be mine and you told me yes. but oh sorry you were too drunk to say no? well i wasn't too drunk to hid my feelings, though i guess you couldn't handle them. you gave me cards that said how happy you were to meet me and how i made you happy when we were together. i could have been such an asshole, hook up with girls who wanted me too, etc, BUT NO. i wanted to be the nice guy. i wanted to make you smile. i wanted to make you happy. but i guess you don't want me to be that guy that does that for you. i guess the nice guy finishes last once again. i don't even know why i try anymore. i hope you find what makes you happy. i'm sorry i couldnt be him. this is your journal entry.

Current Mood: crushed
Current Music: Poison The Well: "Mid-Air Love Message"

Go shorty, it's your birthday
Well, my birthday was Thursday, and what insanity it was. Spent my actual birthday night in New Haven with Shanyn doin some shopping and being trapped cause we kept missing the shuttle cause it was so cold and we couldnt wait outside. Luckily my friends got my RA's car and picked us up. my mother called to wish me a happy bday on the shuttle down and asked me why i was goin to new haven. she asked why and i said to go buy a bag of cocaine. she said oh and proceed to call me 20 mins later and ask if i made the score. thanks mom. Friday woke up to the snow and NO SCHOOL. always a nice touch. Tre$ came down and well....we partied like it was 1999...minus the Y2K paranoia. HIGHLIGHT OF THE WHOLE WEEKEND: Killed a 40 in 15 mins....EAT IT BITCHES.
Saturday i spent doing work all day cause SUNDAY...i went to okemo baby. had to wake up at 4 a.m. which caused me to go to sleep at like 12 and deal with ongoing parties and my roommates drunk and noisy friends coming in and out. but my roomies were aweosme and told em to shut the fuck up. so upon getting off I 91 in VT i proceeded to change sleeping posistions. well a snowboard boot decided to fall and smack me in the head knock my gauge out of my ear....GOOD MORNING. got riding wit fresh powder and proceeded to hit up the parks. mmmm nothing like boxes, kinks, picnic tables, rainbows and a KILLER WALL....180 tail tap baby. it was all good till i decided to hit a rainbow rail after a lil kid. well the fucker decided, "I've finished riding the rail...LET ME STOP AS SOON AS I GET OFF IT." needless to say, if i kept going on the rail and ran into the kid, i woulda fucked him up. so being the good kid i am, i sacrificed myself and bailed....and landed on my shoulder. immediately, i knew i fucked it up. the first aid lady said i probably seperated my shoulder so i spent the rest of the day on the bus with my ghetto ass sling looking like a gymp. not before some sketchy dudes asked to buy my ticket for 20 bucks. i wish i knew how ILLEGAL it was before, and i might have thought twice.
so i saw the doctor at school here today and he told me how my shoulder WAS NOT seperated but i just bruised the muscles really bad. i should be fine in a couple of days.

so all in all a relativly good weekend.i got beers and bunns comin down this friday then i'm spending my valentines day at Uconn seeing Straylight Run and Dasboard Confession aka Captain Vag (shudders). so be good kids and if ur gonna hit a rail.....DON'T FUCKIN STOP AS SOON AS YOU GET OFF... peace.

Current Mood: sore
Current Music: Brand New: "I Believe You, But My Tommy Gun Don't"

I'M RIATCH BIATCH !!!!!
hello everyone and welcome to another addition of the thing i call my life. well it's monday and if anyone asks you if you have a case of the MOONDAYS, beat them....by all means beat them. had a lovely super bowl weekend as i hope everyone else did. the radio show went well and a thank you to all of you who listened. ben and i had brought the noise with a playlist ranging from less than jake, brand new, taking back sunday, slayer, lamb of god and of COURSE a lil ODB aka Dirty McGirt. got my book friday. it's the book brandon boyd put out and it's quite interesting, the art is unique. had a great time friday and sat night.
super bowl found me gambling on my first sporting event. i participated in boxes and a survey type thing. from the boxes i won $15 in the first quater. the third and fourth quater found me fliping out trying to win the $50 pot. so i proceeded to leave an go visit some friends. upon my arrival back, i was informed by my friend max that i had won the survey bet, which i thought i had no chance in hell of. so i made 40 off that, all in all, i'm 50 richer.
got the new incubus cd in my hands today, a day before it comes out, even though i've had it for about a week plus thanks to music pirating. it came with a cool dvd though. i also got some early bithday cards from family. remember kids, my birthday is on thursday, and i want sex drugs and rock and roll......and a puppy....or kitten. for those of you who want to, we're goin to the strip club on sat night and i'm blowing my superbowl earnings. other than that i hope this week flys by. and remember kids, no one has the right to touch you in your bathing suit area. peace kids.

Current Mood: blah
Current Music: Incubus: "Here In My Room"

WHITE LINES.........FREE BASE!!!!!
Well it's 1:30 in the morning and I've had a sudden urge to update my journal, seeing as it has been awhile. Had a lovely snow fall here at the QU last night. And what do all the cool kids do when it snows......JIIIIIB FEST. That's right, me, shan, and ryan aka shitface decided to jib the new ski club rail. for those of you saying, "now what the fuck is a jib?" that's a term us snowboarders, or as you bitch ski freaks may call us, "knuckles draggers," use when griding a rail with their board. learn it. so we had a jib session last night with the rail at about 1 a.m. some bitchin riding was done and the highlight of my night was a 50-50 to boardslide with a 180 out. it was sick i'll tell you that much.
we jibbed till about 4 a.m. with shan bitting the rail HAAAAARD followed by ryan and i laughing like assholes. the night was also marked by me saying hi to a random girl walking by and having her proceed to run away. a simple no would have done fine.
finally i crashed and woke up today to find all the kids who got fucked up last night realizing.....WE HAD SCHOOL. my radio show starts friday with ben. it's on from 8-10 a.m every friday on 98.1, so listen if you can or if you can get it. it's called cow country crackas, seeing as we rep the northwest corner of CT. HOLLA. my birthday is in a week. i'll the big 19.....right. but we're all goin to the strip club for my birthday. KICK ASS. oh and if anyone wants to give me a present, sex drugs or rock and roll will do fine. alight kids, i'm out like your dad at a gay pride parade. be good. PEACE

Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: Anything from new Incubus....ORGASMIC

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